THE UNKNOWN

2011-01-30T03:26:00.000-08:00

-this love is difficult but its so real-

its hard for me to express myself anymore.

its like, i really need someone to care for me,

tell me they love me.

i know i got friends, but ive never been someone who have actually been able to let people know my true feelings easily. sometimes i am not even sure of my own feeling.

What to do?

let myself just die of internal pain or something?

ive never been someone who actually attract attention to myself.

its not that i dislike attention,

but its just that i keep thinking to myself that,

the person staring at me bcos im fat,

ugly,

or maybe when im in a good mood then ,

that person thinks im pretty and stuff.

but this kind of emotional stress i keep giving myself isnt easy to handle you know?

people ask me to not keep to myself,

but i can speak up,

Im not some emo kid but im just aint that out going actually.

when you see me screaming really happily and stuff,

actually im crying really hard inside,

not a single person knows me inside out.

Well, unless that person reads this then . haha.

2010-10-03T00:28:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAH. boring seh this blog

bad and weird day.

2010-09-20T07:09:00.000-07:00

heyheyhey,

not that happy things happened and also happy things happened.

ohh well.

lets get the sucky things outta the way first.

my china trip is not successful.

no use asking my mum;(

i wanna go so badly to see my china buddy, linda.

i bet she wanted me to go. i even promised her i would if i had the chance.

i guess i'll be a sucker and can only break it.

sighs. ive never been a proper friend before.

never been able to the right thing.

okk. then i cant go for YBC gathering / phimol's birthday on wednesday anymore.

so much for late madame.

seriously the time i went to universal studios not like you stopped me bcos there were school the next day.

i wanna go la, dont know why cant she pick whats more important.

you dont know when is the next gathering le larh T.T

i wanna go lo.

whatever man. we'll just have to see how.

okay. on the lighter tone, today was freaking epic.

seriously.

okay its like that.

cymbeline and i was at ministry of food A.K.A. MOF before rising star.

so we sat down think of what to order then went to the counter.

At the counter, when we were waiting for the cashier to do his thing,

the "cook"(i think?) was like staring at cym.

i didnt see anything then we just went back and wait lo.

talk talk talk.

our food came, eat eat eat. late for rising star for 30mins. hahahahah

then when we talking halfway, suddenly the waiter came over with a bowl of strawberry ice cream.

both of us just stunned there for quite awhile.

i think cos we both didnt even order that...

so the waiter said that :"那为先生请你们吃的"

which means: this ice cream is a treat from that guy over there.

we still stare damn hard at him.

he left the ice cream next door with a note which have two pages cut into a heart shape.

LOL... then we felt so weird....

hahahhah . the note wrote his name and no. on the first page.

then the second page wrote : nice to meet you:-)

like that.

LOLOL. we stare the each other.

then i eat alittle more. we discussed our next move.

then RUN!! hahahhaha

faster get out of that place already....

we scared only can...

hahah. wanted to take the no. and play prank.

but didnt save uh.

lol. if we did then that guy would be so unlucky.

yeah.

took bus back to school. late 30mins for rising star.

Didnt even do much productive work.

talk talk talk non stop for during that time.

we told them about it and had a good laugh though:DDD

went home. watched tv , never do work and slacked the whole night.

only managed to use computer after my parents came back.

ohh well. gotta go sleep, GOOD NIGHTS PEEPS SWEET DREAMS:)

the first official post

2010-09-17T06:45:00.000-07:00

YAY!!!

This blogskin so cute and sweet really satisfied even though i dont like my post to be in a box a have to scroll up and down...

haha.

ANYWAYS, today is frday:D tomorrow is a weekend!!!

OH YEAH MAN! hahahah.

BUT, I GOT AMATH ON BOTH SAT AND SUN T.T haixs... sian. saturday have extra class, sunday, have maths tuition. how awesome...

after some time of not blogging, i seriously dont know whad to write...

hahahh. ohh ohh.

went to universal studios again:DDD

this time with friends. the PREFECTS!!!

erm, was really fun . ate dinner with ethen and triple ong.

i think thats whad they call him.

hmmmm, the dinner part was damn funny.

laugh and laugh and laugh non stop only. hahhahah

the burger was a torture, dry and hard to consume can.

its free so nvm.

THANK YOU TRACY D'CRUZ:DD

love you much much cos of you, i manage to go :)))

super awesome best friend .

hehehe.

pictures on fb already, lazy post here.

alot uhh.

shall go be piggy now:D

sweet dreams nighty nights people(:

2010-09-17T06:19:00.000-07:00

WOOOHOOO! AWESOME DAY TO REVIVE MY BLOG:D

my grams birthday

2009-12-07T07:15:00.000-08:00

today was another slack day.

woke up ard eleven?

went downstairs to get breakfast.

around 1pm went to imm to get lunch with my grams.

after lunch went shopping at daiso....

accompanied my sis to the Chinese physician .

then went home.

had a fight with my sis over a freaking retarded thing.

still very not happy.

so im gonna end my day with a not very happy mood....

T.H.E. E.N.D.

2009-11-26T22:11:00.000-08:00

heyheyhey,

have been busy at my mum's shop this past few days.

leaving the house at 9plus, reaching home at 10plus.

almost everyday it has been the same routine.

only during last week my grandparents and cousins came from malaysia i was given a break off work.

BUT, we went out to play pool and everything so i wasnt able to sleep my needed eight hours..

haixs,

i look like panda now .

im missing my besties T.T

cheryl most probably in malaysia now and tracy is gonna leave for korea tomorrow.

sadly im left in singapore working .

but its really tough for my parents.

i should TRY to understand.

but im also tired.

they leave the house at 9plus, reaching home after 12.

my dad barely get 5 hours of sleep cos he have to wake up earlier than anyone of us.

so yeah i cant complain much but to help them when im up to it..

gonna go watch you're beautiful.

th show is FREAKING AWESOME!

and the guys are really cute there xd

hahaha .

watch it if u have the chance ;D

2009-11-20T01:59:00.000-08:00

MUAHHAHAHA!

i've finally bought what ive ALWAYS wanted XD

SS501'S album!!!!!

and its the latest album .

hahahaha.

still freaking out cos i own it..

it cost me like 45bucks?

hahahahaha.

i was like sort of crying cos of cheryl's disappointing news.

i couldnt take the blow.

she told me that she was actually going to 3E2 next year.

i jumped for joy.

as in literally.

i actually jumped cos i was sooooo freaking happy.

but when i realised that it was all a mistake,

i broke down.

i was overjoyed at first but if the answer was actually not whad i assumed.

i cant do anything either.

it wasnt my choice it was hers.

so i decided to take this chance to make myself happy so i wanted to take a look at the ss501's album.

i was actually cheered up by the look of it which made me buy the rebirth album.

ITS FREAKING COOL CAN?

hahah.

yeah.

not that cheryl and the album is the same status in my heart but im still really sad.

but the album made my day.

so yeah,

haha.

now i owe my cuz 50bucks? cos i borrowed 50bucks from him XD

lol.

so after i finish blogging im going for a small nap and later going out for dinner.

boring day .

spent 5hours at JP.

lol.

BYE need to catch some sleep.

2009-11-18T06:31:00.000-08:00

heyhey,

just got back from work.

REALLY tired.

i had to take mrt from novena home.

very long ride.

reached clementi at around 9 going 10.

saw somebody i knew and he was with somebody.

but that person walked right passed me and never said hi.

so that somebody is gonna get something for walking straight pass me and not saying hi.

-.-

okay.

wanted to post the photos of new zealand on facebook.

but when i thought ive found the cable it was the wrong one..

so gotta wait until my mum comes home and find it for me.

haixs.

whenever i think of the things that have happened before,

it makes me feel so lonely and empty..

i dont even know why im actually blogging here still when ive got another blog.

barely anyone comes here anymore.

nothing interesting ever happens in my uber boring life.

becos im such a boring person.

never know when can i change my personality,

and make myself to be a better person.

i think fim just ranting to the other yuwan or

something like that.

i dont even understand myself,

how am i suppose to improve??

lost and beat in this uptight world

a boring day

2009-11-17T06:26:00.000-08:00

AHH! my baby kissing live ?

jung minie mal is so cute trying to look fierce

KYU!

like prince only can! ;D

today woke up at least three times to off the freaking alarm meant for my sis.

damn.

and im currently down with a freaking flu and sore throat all thanks to the weather -.-

then went out with my sis and aixia for breakfast.

later, they wanted to get their camp stuffs so they cab over to jp.

went to gaint.

ard 1pm had to rush back to school to find beth to get the camera.

got my camera went to grams for lunch.

went home after that.

use comp surf the net.

tomorrow gotta work again.

me and my boring life.

need a job !!!

anyone?

2009-11-17T05:55:00.000-08:00

nameless memories-Heo Young Saeng

From the times we spent together

i remove you

in between the long times

the memories with you, the past nameless memories

in the times we spent together, i was always alone.

our memories were special, but all that is left are the nameless memories.

love, i remember you. memories, remember me.

all the days there, now. let us even reminisce the skies.

for me, the times i spent with you.

i want to keep them all. i think about it, they are all scars.

the nameless memories that came to me.

yearning for you in the empty space, i always waited for you.

but all that is left is nameless memories.

love, i remember you. memories, remember me.

all the days there, now. let us even reminisce the skies.

i gave you all my love, the times we were together were in my memories.

my love, the past days that was long ago, i loved you

love, i remember you. memories, remember me.

all the days there, now. let us even reminisce the skies.

because i love you, i love you

lets always remember..

its korean translated into english.

so its kinda weird uh.

hahaha.

its quite nice luh.

its written by young saeng.

he is not one of my fav.

but its quite nice ;D

2009-11-15T01:19:00.000-08:00

baby, yeong saeng and kyu jong

haha he look like the bloated fish forgot whads its name

my two favourite in the group

mal jung min.

hey guys,

ive already start worrying about next year.

i have completely no idea how am i suppose to live through it.

its gonna be a terrible two years.

especially if those guys dont grow up . haha.

tired know?

kyu keep telling people to work towards their dream.

but i dont even know how am i suppose to do that.

it seems as though im stuck to this boring life not being able to move on.

the only motivation left is kyu's words.

he practice sice he was a boy.

he never gave up .

he sang whenever he is doing things.

he performed on stage to build up courage cos he is a shy boy.

he went for never ending auditions.

until one day he manages to achieve whad he wanted.

he kept on moving towards his dream.

whad was the motivation that pushed him all the way to the top.

i really wonder.

i hope i manages to pluck up my courage to achieve my goal.

just like kyu did.

double ~s 501 will be the motivation.

i can do it if i want to. thats whad my mum said about me .

so i will .

2009-11-12T07:34:00.000-08:00

my darling ;D

CUTE:DDDDDDD

horse and kyu !

HEY PEOPLE!

IM BACK FROM NEW ZEALAND;D

hahaha.

yeah i know its a few days back already im so sorry xD

haha.

LOADS of fun things happened in new zealand and shall update about it next time kays?

cos im currently indulging in double-s 501's videos again ...

hahaha.

that has already become my routine.

hahhhaha.

my sis got tired of them all thanks to me.

cos i tell her everything about them to her everytime i learn something new about them:D

hahhaha.

my sis keep telling me that i totally fit in the song paparazzi XD

yeah im kinda terrible.

but they are really too cute !

hahah .

okayokay i'll shuddup.

i'll get my camera back from BIRD soon.

then i can upload it on facebook and over here.

then, i can start about everything that happened at that wonderful place called NEW ZEALAND.

2009-10-23T22:32:00.000-07:00

heyheyhey!

im back.

i just came back from the new zealand trip briefing.

hahaha.

i was looking thru the singapore ss501 forum and found this.

One of the best things about SS501 is that they love their families a lot. They've always been vocal about how important their families are to them. I saw this pic of them with their moms and I can't help but feel warm inside. It's so sweet to see these guys with their moms. In one of their concerts, Kyu's mom read him a letter and Kyu really broke down and cried. Even the other SS501 members cried when they saw the faces of their families in the audience. The letter is so moving, I even felt my own eyes tear up a bit when I watched the video from YouTube. Anyway, here's the letter...

................................................

Jewel of my heart, loving son Kyu Jong

It feels like yesterday when you cried out so loud when you were born that your grandmother said "Our grandson has such powerful voice, he can be a singer in future~" and she was happy. When i see you already growing up and finding your right path, i am really proud and thankful.

You wrote on top of your desk "Your dream will come true if you have one. I am happy that i have a dream. If you keep the dream and you work hard, it will come true." When i see this, i felt happy but i also felt bad that i couldn't help you to make your dream come true.

When you were little, mom and dad had to work at night and came back at morning. When you were only 8, when needed your mom's warm hands.. You had to prepare dinner with the tiny hands of yours and take care of your young sister/brother

My heart felt like tearing when i saw you woken up by nightmares

My son Kyu Jong,

I always think of you when it rains. I remember when you used to go outside with an umbrella to practice singing in the rain by yourself, for your dream

Unknowingly, you made yours dreams bigger

But i didn't even send you to a piano lesson, I just forced you to study. Now I feel bad.

Last summer you went Seoul alone and when i saw that even you have to continue practicing and doing all the housework, you still have the passion for your dream.

I was proud but felt bad at the same time. I couldn't take care of you are young and even now because my work, but you have never let me down, you have choosen the right path.

You have a warm heart that able you to care for the others, you have the passion for your work. You worked hard to make everything perfect for your dream to come true.

I'm so proud of you when i see you making your dreams come true one by one without even showing that you are tired at such a young age.

Also, the loving sons i earn with my heart... Hyun Joong, Young Saeng, Jung Min, Hyung Joon~
Don't forget that you still have your parents and your fans supporting you. I hope that you all would work hard and be the best.

I love you~

................................................

After the letter was read, at Leader Hyun Joong's command, all five went down on the floor on their knees and made respectful bows to their families... it was sooo touching!

from youtube. their first fan meeting

yeps.

its totally from the blog.
haha.

its also one of the reasons i really like them alot.

they show who they really are in shows.

and they really care for others.

when they needs to put on a good show,

the will always do their best no matter whad.

its really fun to see them playing with each other like small kids.

but they know when to be serious.

the things they have done for their fans are not seen from other celebrities.

they are like really special and different.

i really hope they come to singapore soon.

and their rebirth MVs will be out soon.

GOOD LUCK SS501 !!! haha

2009-10-19T21:02:00.001-07:00

im back!!!!!!!!
hahaha.
the exams are finally over.
came wait for NEW ZEALAND TRIP!
ahaha.
lucky cheryl weeeeeeee is going ;D
gonna have loads of fun with bird, weixuan, ah hock, nat, ruijian, weeeee and jian ping
hahaha got alot of ppl going arh.
think thats my class people.
got other people in other class :D
haha. kays.
during the holidays im gonna get a job to earn money...
lets pray hard that the manager there would actually hire me luh..
cos im like 14?
phew.
hope that the interview would be just as relax as my sister said it was.
hahha.
haixs,
got back maths, geog and chinese results
everything were just moderate.
at first i thought i would get at least a distinction but nah.
all i've got is a passing grade .
argh.
53?
everytime i want to get higher marks,
i would just get MUCH worse than whad ive expected.
damn it.
seriously disppointed in myself .
feel like crying out loud.
but nothing is coming out .
forget it.
im just another average nobody who cant do well in anything.

2009-10-02T04:30:00.001-07:00

HAHAH!
finally changed my blogskin ...

2009-10-02T03:38:00.000-07:00

hey guys :]
sorry for not posting for such a long time.
it isnt bcos of lack of time but just pure laziness.
exams are nearing all over again.
so im not gonna be posting for another quite some time.
the previous month was quite normal.
celebrated my birthday.
got very little presents but they rocks.
but i still want SS501's album -.-
nevermind..
shall wait till someone goes to korea to get me their album XD
now im totally stressing out..
exam period now
i really hope that they dont put so much stress on us
nowadays i dont even knowwhad im doing with my life.
hhahaaha.
but all i know is that im suppose to live my life..
live it to the fullest
but all i do is be so tiny
and act as if ive done too much and can do better
haixs
duno whad im talking about already.
haha.
gonna go watch some videos then head back to work ..

2009-08-24T05:11:00.000-07:00

YAY!
XD
i have got no idea whads wrong with me ....
i kept on laughing for some minor reasons this whole day ...
hahaha.
argh.
today was another day full of events?
haha
joking.
nothing interestin happened today..
just a minor bickering happened.
which really created quite an impact on me..
i didnt know that those things could actually happen in my class.
i was really afraid that something serious might happen....
okay.
then today i found out something damn gross about somebody.
i really dont understand why he/she treat him/herself so badly.
very no self respect.
so how can people give u respect?

2009-08-23T06:15:00.000-07:00

ahh .
boring day.
made a confession today,
not really willing.
but i just did.
cant lie any further.
luckily she accepted willingly.
but,
i made a sacrificing deal with her.
T.T
argh.
seriously,
but i think its worth it.
only one more thing to settle and i'm done with everything.
hahaha.
icant wait for the other exam to come and go.
then it'll be HOLIDAY!
hahah.
then i can go and find a job and get some MONEY!
hahahaha.
anyway,
im watching boys before flowers AGAIN XD
everyone is going crazy about korean stuffs all thanks to me
LOL
yaayayayay.
im reallly going nuts.
gonna go eat my dinner ;d

2009-08-21T02:57:00.000-07:00

ookay,
i know i have said some things alittle overboard.
that day, i was just too pissed.
so whadever ive posted here is alittle over.
so i shall apologise before it causes any trouble.
anyway,
i think i might step down as a chairperson since so many people dont even bother listening to me.
no matter how many times i shout till my throat hurts they hardly bother.
they just do whadever they want.
so why should i give myself so much trouble since miss kavitha thinks that .... has better leadership qualities.
so why did you pick me in the first place.
i have never wanted this place.
since i was assigned this position,
thats why im doing it.
or else i wouldnt have bothered.
if the class is gonna piss me off again,
im pretty sure thats gonna be the last straw.
i dont think i can take it anymore.
and im pretty sure that if .... gets the post the guys would be very happy.
so yea,
i shall see how it goes then

2009-08-18T03:10:00.000-07:00

haha

our science experiment

TRACY THE TEAPOT XD

aww.... how cute?

ahahahhaa.... four retards sitting together ...

sweet :D

unique experience. *faints *

HAHA! AT VIVO..

EEYORE

??

WHAA....

NICE.....

THE WHIPPED CREAM......
sry, its kinda retarded looking at it.
but it was really funny looking at it that day.
main character: cheryl
the helper:sabrina
the cameraman: yuwan
hahahaha.

most of the photos were taken on saturday.
had loads of fun and really wanna thank hock jin and cheryl's parents for everything.
oh,
and
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY HOCK JIN;D

i'm sorry.

2009-08-16T05:49:00.000-07:00

happy birthday jianping!!
haha.
actually belated.
it was yesterday.
i didnt have time ytd,
so yeas.
haha.
i know it means alot to you if someone remembers ur bday.
some of your friends may have forgotten your birthday,
but some might have not:]
i'm sorry i didnt even know that it was your bday.
lol.
i'll try to rmb it next time cause i know how it feels to be forgotten.
and ur friend here wants to wish you happy birhday,
and may all your wishes come true;D

p.s. dont emo :]
hahaahahhaha.

AWESOME DAY!!!

2009-08-15T19:32:00.000-07:00

HAHA.yesterday was totally awesome can.
hahaha.
anyway, im kinda pissed at blogger. -.-
i typed almost everything down already and saved.
BUT today, *POOF*
ITS GONE T.T
AHH...
nevermind i shall retype everything down again .
lol.
okay,
in the morning we had literature remedial at 8a.m.
after remedial , cheryl and i went to vivo to get the stick for dance.
finished buying the sticks, we walked around to slack.
around 12p.m.
we went to cheryl's house to play sims.
around one sabrina came over.
we had curry chicken for lunch.
its super nice can !
haha
its cooked by cheryl's fourth grandaunt(if im not wrong)
lol.
continued with sims and had ben and jerry's.
we sprayed the whipped cream into our mouth Xd
its freaking nice can.
HAHA.
around 5plus both me and sabrina had to leave already.
i went to my grandma's house and had dinner.
luckily tracy called and saved me from my cousin.
she asked me to join her at hock jin's bday party.
haha.
i rushed home to bathe cos i was still in my school uniform.
reached his house around 8.
hahaha.
they were having a BBQ
i didnt eat anything except for the mushmallow .
haha.
zhemin, weixuan, tracy and hock yang (hock jin's brother) were freaking funny luh .
especially weixuan and zhemin.
both of them kept on chasing each other around the blocks.
lol.
weixuan just kept on talking crap making everyone laugh -.-
haha.
we bbq the mushmallows;D
damn nice.
zhemin tried to help ppl the roast the mushmallows but he just kept on dropping it -.-
hahahha.
after that, we went to the playground to play.
awhile later everyone went up and cut the CAKE ;D
th cake was freaking nice.
damn chocolatey
hahaha.
i saw hackjin's baby pics but got caught taking it and was force to delete it -.-
when he heard that his baby pic was with me he got freaking paranoid can.
hahaha.
after cutting the cake we played one round of daidi and i had to go.
hockjin walked us to the mrt station .
haha.
hoped he survived back home.
lol.
yeaps.
nearly got scolded at home i was meant to reach home at 10 ?
but i reached home at 11 XD
hahaha.
lucky never scold me .
hahaha
pictures will be up later cause blogger isnt working well -.-
haha.
BYE....

2009-08-14T08:06:00.000-07:00

AHHH!
THE TIME MACHINE movie is so different from the book!
hahaha.
the morlocks suck.
their so ugly and cruel.
the elois were meant to be blondes but they were not.
so weird.
the thing that cause the greatest impact on me were the morlocks.
their feature are like the sea creatures.
their body is like stronger than the bodybuilders.
they look freaking scary and unreal.
it will definitely give me nightmares tonight T.T
diediedie.
ahh...
stupid show-.-

2009-08-12T04:39:00.000-07:00

EXAMS!!
HELP!
TOMORROW ....
IM DEAD.
hahaha.
nuts.
ahh.
tomorrow has got exam.
gonna die man.
argh.
anyway,
today was another normal day.
STUPID chiming never come school today.
resulting in having me to do ALL the things.
like holding on to the keys.
during recess,
i knew that some of the people would actually come back to class.
thats why i went back to class.
when i reached there,
NO ONE WAS THERE.
-.-
i went back for nothing.
since im there,
i begun to study alone.
at least its better than looking like some retard alone in class.
oh .
and today had to learn the mass dance.
it was easy ?
haha.
surprisingly.
we learnt it within two periods of laughter.
lol.
all thanks to xiao rui, gillian, me and siheng.
cos somehow we would do the steps wrongly.
like, xiao rui kept on laughing or leaving her mouth open when dancing.
hahaha.
serious.
thats all i think.
nth much today

2009-08-06T20:21:00.000-07:00

YO!
hahaha
today is the celebration for national day!
was quite okay luh.
but kinda pathetic this year's celebration.
last year,
we had to perform.
but it was much more fun compared to this year.
'cos everyone was really hyper and everything.
after the celebration,
i came home already.
see ? im such a good girl ;D
hahaha.
anyway,
im pissed.
sometimes the way they decides mthe stuffs are really last minutes.
and they ALWAYS forget about me.
ALWAYS.
I always have an abandoned feeling.
'cos they always take me for granted.
thats whad i feel about it.
they need me they find me.
when they dont need me i dont even exist.
there are times whereby i'm really happy with them
however,
the times when they forget about me,
is way more than the times when i actually exist.
i feel really sucky.
damn.
gotta go.

2009-08-05T01:22:00.000-07:00

CAMWHORE!

wanna fly arh? XD

whatcha looking at??

???

simin:D

heyheyhey,
ive been dead for a while.
lol
this few days were pretty boring though.
the only fun thing was that i went swimming with tracy.
haha.
it was freaking awesome XD
though we played for only like 1hr but it was really great ;D
ive been a really good girl nowadays can
hahahaha.
just kidding.
anyway, common test is around the corner
and i really hope i can get better results this time.
so, lets pray hard that i would actually understand whad the question is asking about...
lol.
OH.
andandand,
we were nearly asked to perform on national day!
scary can -.-
we did the dance in front of the contempt dancers
then, we did blocking in front of so many people at the parade square.
anyway, im pretty sure cheryl isnt happy about this though.
but im overjoyed XD.
im sure everyone else is too ;D
BUT, we're still gonna perform on teacher's day T.T
bored.
really don't understand why luh ...
but if it has to be done,
we'll just have to follow.

okay,
time to complain.
nowadays i keep getting annoyed by her.
she just cant stop talking.
not exactly but she just doesnt know the right time.
i really hope that is me that is being sensitive about this.
but i get irritated by her easily.
seriously,
there are times where you should talk and there are times you shouldnt.
when its really not your problem just shut up okay?
argh.

2009-07-29T21:45:00.000-07:00

HEY!!!
H1N1 SUCKS!
caused death and torture to ppl .
haixs,
damn sian luh .
lol.
nowadays,
ive always wanted make amendments on whad ive done to my life.
being such a coward,
ive made me guilty.
doing smth really wrong.
even thinking about makes me feel like running away.
argh.
whad to do ?
i really hope i can run away from whad ive done to my life.
serious.
if there is any way out of this mess,
i really hope someone would show me the way.

2009-07-29T06:19:00.000-07:00

2009-07-24T05:42:00.000-07:00

EMO !XD

met him on the street today! DAMN CUTE!

he is only primary one but he goes home by himself.
he said that his mum was too naggy,

so he rather go home himself XD

HAHA!

my darlings xD

will put in cheryl and tracy when i find their pictures;D

erm, today was okay.

boring though.

skipped track and field

very sure that he is gonna be really mad.

im seriously guilty,

but i cant gather my courage to face the people there.

haixs,

so many things had been on my mind lately.

what am i gonna be when im old?

whats gonna happen to the world around us ?

will our promises be kept?

argh.

sorry,

suddenly so emo -.-

nothing to write anymore..

bye.

gonna get my dinner .

2009-07-23T07:39:00.000-07:00

Is this whad i really want?

Or is it just another childish dream of mine?

I may have thought too far into the future.

should i just think about today ?

living my life the way it is,

or the way i want it.

i'm really lost in the way lives works.

how nice would it be if there were a solution to every single thing in this world.

would it really work out for me?

2009-07-17T05:39:00.000-07:00

heyheyhey,
i got too lazy to post nowadays XD
haha.
so, today was boring.
but aft sch i met up with RACHEL GOH SEE MIAN XD
lol.
we went to bukit batok's mac to have lunch.
hahas.
guess who i saw??
nicole.
lol
so funny luh.
den after lunch we went to west mall to waste time
lol
saw LOADS of rachel's friends.
and she see them and point to me"she look like zhen wei right?? right right?"
ARGH?!
i was like going nuts -.-
i whacked her head XD
hahahaha.
later,
we had nothing better to do,
we stalked red shirt guy.
HAHA.
nutcase.
we laughed like mad luh ...
then we lost our target cos we walked the wrong way.
LOL
rachel kept on jumping on the spot thinking that she can teleport-.-
then when we are back to the same spot.
then she will jump AGAIN-.-
hahhaahh
she ABIT siao arh.
hahah
we changed our target again later on.
lol .
when we got out we saw the red shirt guy XD
damn funny luh .
omg
haha.
i really missed the times we had at raffles though.
rachel, siao chi ,sophia and me.
we always have something to laugh about.
always feel so carefree and relaxed.
never bothers with the work.
lol
hope we can get everyone together sometime :]
hahas.
yeaps.
thats about it ;D

2009-07-05T05:35:00.000-07:00

hey ppl,
today was another sucky day.
shall not elaborate.
anw,
im getting all excited about tomorrow;D
muahaha..
EAST COAST PARK !!!!!!!!
hahhaa.
i wonder how its gonna be...
lol.
its gonna be a weird combination,
but i just pray that its gonna work out.
hahha.
haixs,
i wanna watchmovies with them...
but jus SOMEONE,
THAT SOMEONE.
wants to go somewhere to catch movie....-,-
nvm .
somehow, im gonna watch movie with them
and not somewhr else==
haha.
right,
im wishing that everything just go smoothly.
so yea.

NIGHTS:)

2009-07-03T06:05:00.000-07:00

WOOHOO!
last day of school till tuesday.
hahah.
cant wait for youth day:D

time flew pretty fast to day
had P.E. on the first lesson.
FIRST RUN in like two months!
hahaha.
run two rounds around the field,
did stretching ,
then played basketball.
never play for such a long time lerh.
feel as though i didnt know the sport anymore.
haha.
lucky my class werent very in to bball.
afterwards was geog.
as usual the class took like 20mins to settle down.
talk and talk and talk.
haixs,
i wonder how the teacher is gonna teach this year.
recess.
ate homemade food.
im sooo touched larh .
my mummy woke up at 5A.M.
to cook for me leh.
haha.
who wouldnt be?
lol.
then DV art.
our class AS USUAL were freaking noisy.
the teacher got pissed off and made us put our hands up-.-
but its damn tiring la.
but it was still quite fun in the end.
haha.
design and technology.
hmmm,
didnt do much.
didnt go for chinese.
im pretty sure im gonna flunk my chinese this year anw.
lol.
then went to find miss cheng.
im like her secretary larh.
help her run the errands...
went to clementi with tracy and ifah.
bought bubble tea.
went downstairs my house.
stayed for awhile (one hour) then everybody went home.
haha.

thats all .
BYE .

2009-06-30T06:50:00.000-07:00

Damn.
I'm gonna be Slaughtered by Ms solastri...
I've got completely no freaking Idea what book I'm supposed to return larh T.T
How? we're meant return the book by 2.25 tomorrow...
haixs.
NVM.
I'll try my luck .

FIRST DAY BACK AT SCHOOL

2009-06-29T06:17:00.000-07:00

hmmm,
woke up at 6 plus today.
paniced can -.-
i was NEARLY late.
lol
when i reached school like 715 likdat already larh.
scare the hell outta me.
classes....
teachers crap.
had recess,
my dear english teacher brought me and win htike to canteen.
den ask us collect food.
WITHOUT ANYTHING?!
both of us were like idiots waiting for her.
in the end we had to back to class again and take orders from them -.-
in the end,
we missed one period of english.
YAY!
ahahah.
lessons...
went to sumo house after school.
i was soooooooo delighted that we get to go there.
since there are 0 tanglinians there .
BUT, in the end two groups came in -.-
haha.
anw,
TRACY'S FIRST JAPANESE FOOD EXPERIENCE.
LOL.
hmm
she was like chewing the food and cheryl went.
"do you know that you know that is fish eggs??"
tracy looked asif she will throw up everything she ate la.
LOL
super funny.
upload photos when im free.
haha
super funny the way she look at the food.
like doubting us like that .
hahaha
then went to her house,
they choreograph their dance,
i played my comp.
nearly died when i reached home.
but survived it anw.
haha
kays nth else.
BYE....

2009-06-28T07:54:00.000-07:00

heyhey,
good luck to those people who are gonna take their midyears tomorrow;D
JIAYOU!!!!

2009-06-28T02:08:00.000-07:00

Like so guilty.
She told me alot of times le
But when did I actually truly listened to every single word she said?
whadever ive done,
it feels as though i have not done the best
but, i really dont have the motivation to finish whad ive done.
sorry i may have disappointed you.
but i just cant do it.

whenever its time for me for me to step in there.
theres always something thats stopping me.
like a small demon asking me to do the wrong thing.
ive never been good at persuading people.
thats why im still stuck there.
not moving forward nor backwards.
cos its u thats pushing me forward,
but i just cant let myself bow down to u.
idk.
but i always believe theres never a definite right or wrong.
i really hope somehow,
this whole thing will go away by itself....

2009-06-26T06:12:00.000-07:00

IM FREAKING PISSED OFF!

i cant believe her la?

why mus she ALWAYS ruin my day?

why cant she leave me alone for one pathetic day?

she called me sooooooooooo many times luh .

like wth?

okay.

so today went to sentosa with "ybc"

its not ybc outing

BUT

its all ybc ppl -.-

so,

ya.
LOL
hmm
played ashole daidi.
den i became the record holding asshole since i lost like 5 times in a row.
damn sad la
LOL.
unlucky like crazy la.
then played sand..
buried ben and ehsu.
damn shiok la the feeling
LOL
haixs,
had MASSIVE moodswings today.
sorry arh jie...

2009-06-21T07:17:00.000-07:00

HEY HEY HEY!!!!
HAHHAHA
just got back from camp.
had ALOTof fun and new friends were made.
haha.
my first time being a leader.
the experience was quite okay luh.
had some things that i wasn't happy with.
but no use voicing out.
also,
im not someone impt.
hahah.
right.
being facil quite fun leh.
but i quite blurr not very sure of everything.
i really very scared i do wrong thing luh.
but i only got scolded once for something they didn't say.
sian luh.
i think im gonna miss DESTINATION.
though we didnt win the best group or whad so ever
but i can kinda see their strong bond luh.
sooo happy.
so funny luh.
lerae and nicole are like so drama luh.
our campnight's skit the script is mostly created by them.
if we were more organised,
we would have won the performance;]

KAYS.
DAMN TIRED LUH.
i going slp lerh .
NIGHTS!

2009-06-15T10:09:00.000-07:00

hey peeps:]
im currently preparing for CAMPS.
hahaha.
got YBC camp from 18 t0 22 but,
the SC camp is on 22 to 24 =.=
so...
ive got no idea how to get thru all this camps and not etting tired at all.
im so tired now.
but my sis is kinda high,
so im not meant to slp.
but since,
ive got her lappy.
im pretty sure i'll slp later than her
hahahaha.
right,
ive CUT MY HAIR!!!!!!
damn.
its like so ugly larh .
haixs.
canot make la.
LOL
haixs.
right.
whadever...

right.
i shall go find smth to do now..
haha
BYE:]

2009-06-13T18:41:00.000-07:00

YO!
haha
damn tired..
just woke up from my sleep.
so bored.
i miss CHERYL GRACE WEEEEEE JIA YI T.T
i wonder if she is having fun in thailand.
haha.
she missed alot not being in singapore la.
haha
nvm shall update her when she gets back:]
hahaha.
gotta go get ready to get outta house...
BYE:]

2009-06-11T03:53:00.000-07:00

my cousin that day during the buffet...

me and my darling :D

today...

MY SUNGLASSES

YO!
hahaha
went to orchard with tracy to shop today.
went to far east to buy tracy's swim suit.
didnt plan to buy anything.
but in the end,
i bought 10 hangers and a sunglasses at a shop's closing down sales.
hahaha.
i know,
HANGERS?
hahaha.
its really cool can.
lol
right.
shoppped shopped and shopped.
then we heard smth....
then went out of orchard.
stayed at city hall mrt deciding where to go.
and guess whad?
we stayed there for at least twenty mins ==
finally decided to head home,
retardedly,
we boared de wrong train...
we were going nuts then.
LOL
then we got down the next stop and finally went the right way.
hahahaah.
we went to tracy's house and stayed for awhile then went home.
clean up the house and got down to work...

hahaha
so yeaps.
gonna do my science homework ;D

2009-06-09T03:29:00.000-07:00

BORED...
today didn't had anything to do sia.
tomorrow is my shift again.
feeling bored...
like nothing to do la this holiday.
now waiting for time to fly faster so that i can attend ANOTHER camp.
hahahaha.
wanna go make new friends :D
lol.
gonna go find shows to watch lerh ...

2009-06-08T06:34:00.000-07:00

MUHAHAHA.
yo peeps :d
so happy sia.
suddenly got ppl come view my blog XD
sian.
now at my aunt house..
i wanna sleep over T.T
den my mummy dont let.
she damn ass lor.
everytime spoil my mood only
cannot take it .
oh,
right.
i very happy :D
cos everytime when camp finishes,
then everyone talks about how the camp was and everything
like got a warmth feeling leh.
XD
i know, i know,
im weird.
hahaha.
but really ma.
love this feeling.
especially after YBC camps..
sian,
heard some really sad news about it.
i pray hard that it wont happen lorh.
cause i love very very much.
its like part of my life sia.
haixs.
dont think i can do anything to stop it either...

2009-06-06T22:44:00.000-07:00

sian,
now waiting for time to fly.
cos got tuition ltr.
woke up at 9a.m.
used de comp.
eat.
nth else...
hoping for a miracle to happen to me..

2009-06-06T04:42:00.001-07:00

MUAHAHHHA!
paiseh arh.
my blog like soooo dead likdat.
i just camp bac from e3 camp.
on the first day was like..
everybody so low and everything.
then, i was like so sad and bored.
lucky GROUP 4 DAMN BONDED
MUAUAHHAHAHHA.seriously la.
we like high, all high together one.
SUPER FUNNY LOR.
HAHA
we like okok,
den like today we started to play with masking tape
while preparing for the presentation lor.
later everybody in the grp started to paste all over their body.
den shu xian started to write and paste on sean's back.
super hilarious la.
he like very nice la.
let us paste on him and everything.
he never even take out lor.
haha.
den still got Amin.
he IS freaking nice to us.
he bought us coookies and sweets and drinks whenever we were thirsty.
like the fan,
he will switch it on for us.
den shift it till it really faces the whole grp.
and
he really do everything for for the grp lor.
but then he like abit not happy at times lorh.
hahaha.
still got janna she like the closest im with in the group lor.
but due to some stupid guy,
she always randomly emo la.
haha
then got shuxian.
she super crazy larh.
like hyper only.
haha
keep on talking lorh. like funny lorh
she like got ALOT of energy stored in her and everything
haha.
den got afi and hafiz.
they two VERY CUTE LOR..
cos like we play wacko right?
den afi intro hiself as hafiz.
den hafiz intro hiself as afi.
den caused de whole group to get confused larh .
damn stupid.
hahhaahaha.
still got....
haafiza.
hahaha.
she soooooo small size larh.
i asked her to hold the poster la.
then after that i raised up the paper,
guess whad?
i covered like her WHOLE BODY LARH ...
then me and janna started laughing.
but lucky that time she sitting down la.

then still have,
wei zi.
haha.
he quite fun la.
he and his humour.
but then
he really nice to our group lor.
hahaha
he told us it was his project to teach us the whadever thingy la.
then i was like.
"CHEY, thought u sooo nice take up time to teach us and everything
but then end up is ur project...sigh" HAHAHA
den he was like tsk yu wan...
HAHAHA
damn funny lor his face.
cos like i say he do everything so that he can get higher marks
but then i know he really LOVE group four ALOT.
hahaha
he cos when we got the first prize
he was really happy for us lor.
but, i think he wanted me to present one lor.
but yarh..
i really got stage fright one.
if ever i HAVE to step on to stage,
i will not look directly at the audience one.
cos i will scared so i back out .
lucky rui jian nice enough to help me lorh.
haha
yup.
and,
ruijian and gerald.
the laughing buddies.
LOL
cos like when ruijian starts laughing,
gerald will start to laugh oso.
they nth to do laugh,
funny only.
then gerald like blurr blurr one.
cos like during the scavenger hunt he was behind me.
den he like scared of me or like dun wanna touch me.
he use his fingers hold on to my shoulder==
den i didnt noe who is that ma.
den i go beat the hand,
den he thot whad thing.
he let go den the queue from behind all broke off -.-
the next time he came back,
i dun touch him i told him to hold tighter.
he like scared or whad likdat.
damn weird lorh.
that should be about it.
the sad thing is that nobody got each others no.
except wei zi's
i really hope our group will still like together lorh.
cos i really think that the bond between us is quite strong lor :D
hahaha
kays needa go
BYE ;D

2009-05-29T19:00:00.000-07:00

YEA!
hahaha.
now at tracy's house with cheryl:]
sian.
today is meet the parent session
den my parents not free==
haixs
den when Y2Y camp den dey go collect de report book
so yea pity me.
LOL.
anw,
JUNE HOLIDAYS HAS BEGUN
MUAHAHAHA.
so busy lorh.
first got Y2Y camp on 4th june to 6th june
den, got YBC CAMP from 19 to 21 i think
den got sc camp from 22nd to 24th ==
haixs.
den every sunday got tuition
den whenever ive got nth on,
i HAVE to go my mum's shop
how fun ...==
me and my boring life......
gtg
going watch smiling pasta :D

2009-05-24T04:10:00.001-07:00

2009-05-24T02:24:00.000-07:00

...
things that happened today.
watched tv.
ate lunch.
went for tuiton.
read a chinese book.:]
use computer.
thats all :]
sian ...
the book is chinese BUT,
its really meaningful okay.
so many little things in life that actually had such deep meanings in it.

yea,
i wanna wish dean
happy 17th birthday!!!
may all ur wishes come true :]

2009-05-23T07:58:00.000-07:00

hey peeps,
just to let u know,
my life sucks .
nothing good ever happens to me.
haixs,
whenever u ppl tell me about your problems,
i love to listen but it always accumulate another load on my shoulders.
when u were sad,
i listened and expect that maybe u will be someone that i would trust for life.
but,
i am not sure about that anymore.
u cried while telling me how wrong u were.
u were not the only one at fault.
i may have done smth that had hurt u.
but,
theres guilt in me doing that.
but do you?
at that moment i felt that ure alrd that person whom wanna meet.
however,
u werent.
u know whad?
i finally realized that why i couldnt trust anyone its bcos of whad ppl around me had done.
i dont blame them.
But,
myself.

i going all crazy thanks to boys before flowers..
especially kim hyun joong's fault.
LOL
cos he sooooo shuai until canot take it arh XD
but cos i watch drama always likdat
den sure go "kuku"
LOL
okay im really sad and tired now,
so im going
off.
now.

2009-05-18T06:16:00.000-07:00

KIM HYUN JOONG
!!!!

HE IS SOOOO CUTE!
hahaha.
XD
how can someone look so cute??
haha.
he is so perfect to be ji hoo in boys over flowers lorh.
haixs..
too bad he is too old xd
anw,BOYS BEFORE FLOWERS ROCKS!!!

2009-05-18T06:02:00.000-07:00

just that freaking sentence hurt me that badly.
why?
couldnt u just keep it to urself.
why must u hurt me that badly?
i dun understand u,
seriously.
tried,cried and gave up.
how many times have i tried to let go and yet i couldnt.
i dont know whad ive done to deserve this from u.
im like stuck in the middle of everything.
its complicated.
so complicated that i cant get out.
sometimes people gets tired,
when people gets tired,
they cry.
after that they gives up....

2009-05-17T07:11:00.000-07:00

MUAHAHAHA!
guess whad?
I WOKE UP AT 1 P.M TODAY!
HAHAH
im sooooo happy lorh.
cos i always wakes up a 8 am on suns even though ive got nth on.
hahaha.
i slept at 5am XD
hahaha
nuts lorh.

ALL THANKS TO BOYS OVER FLOWERS ;D
hahaha
my sis and i stayed up just to watch that show
though ive watched the taiwanese version,
the korean one was much more amusing :d
haha
cos they gives very exaggerated expression
so freaking funny larh.
so,
nth interesting happened other than me FINALLY able to wake up late.
lol.
right did my hswk den went out for tuition.
then, got hm watched boys over flowers.
grams callled and asked my to buy dinner for her.
so have to ma, so went out and buy lorh.
but i love my grams and my aunt alot
so yea ;D
hahaha.

thats about it ;d

lazy...

2009-05-16T07:21:00.000-07:00

YO!
bored...
today helped out at mummy's shop.
early morning at 8 a.m. woke up,
den bathed and got out.
blahblahblah.
same old stuffs.
reached home at 9 plussy.
LOL.
see??
boring right?
sianx.
poor me.
having such a boring and uneventful life T.T
hahaha

2009-05-15T00:54:00.000-07:00

YAY!!!!
muahahaha
guess whad?
EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!!
HAHA!
(art dont count xd)
today was just another boring day...
first paper was maths,
its was average.
not extremely hard.
but theres two qns that i wasnt able to do.
i finished quite fast.
BUT,
kavitha came in just wheni was about to go to sleep.
haixs,
i purposely check somemore to act as if im a good student
LOL
then left like ten mins,
i faster go slp.
haha.

den f&n,
EASY !!!
hahaha.
though i didnt study much but still okay larh :D

overall was just BORING day ...

crap

2009-05-14T03:49:00.000-07:00

HELL!
severe headache...

crap.
i had enough of you.
enough of this life
you think you are do great?
its just CRAP
whadever larh.
i dont bother anymore.

i tried to hate you.
but,
ure still dancing in the back of my head .
since the day i met u.

2009-05-14T02:55:00.000-07:00

CRAP!
hahaha
sian.
today paper was okay...
english was damn sucky lorh
the passage was like wth?
hahaha.
anw,
chinese paper was okay.
i was so happy larh.
cos i saw a passae that ive read before while helping my fren do hmk.
LOL
its cos si heng dun wanna do then she ask me help yumiko do.
HAHA.
see?
good karma;D

IM SORRY!

2009-05-13T07:01:00.000-07:00

im sorry for causing so much trouble for u.
i didnt know it would actually hurt u that badly.
i promise that i will listen to whadever u say.
i promise u im gonna be a good girl.
i promise that i will go tuition.
i promise that i will not lie to u.
but,
how can i gain back the trust u had for me before???

2009-05-12T06:31:00.000-07:00

sian...
now examination period.
damn stress!!!
T.T
HOW???
HAIYO.
nowadays always trying to keep the smile on my face.
for who?
Idk. ppl ard me?
but i will tired someday and ppl will see the real me.
the class is totally getting out of hand.
yeayea i canot say anything abt them cos?
im part of it.
but tiring lea.
must maintain order in class.
then, sing hong comes along
LOL.
when ppl get too noisy the volcano will erupt and go "SHUDDUP"
haixs
but ppl jus dont get the msg and start laughing ==
whadever.
being a cairperson isnt as easy as it seems okay?
when ppl dont listen,
thats when the problem comes.
BUT, i love my post as a chairperson :D

i better shuddup or ppl may think im ranting.
haha.
sry peeps emo post.
haha
after exams anyone wanna go out?
tell me :D
BYE..
(going study...)

2009-05-10T05:29:00.000-07:00

muahahahaha:D
i know i know...
im suppose to be studying now...
yes yes...
XD
i cant help it larh
i cant make my blog go dead....
haha
see thats why i changed the blog skin :D
not bad right?
hahahaha
i love it though theres so much pressing and scrolling to do
LOL
anyway,
due to the examination period,
im now trying to type in proper English and not short form
see?
I am still a good girl :D

nowadays so boring lorh
nothing much to post about.
oh right!

YESTERDAY
so fun lea
haha
woke up early and daddy fetched me to bbt and i reached there like at 9?
lol
only Amelia and adelina reached already.
went in to pay respect and stuffs.
blahblahblah....
it was so hot larh.
we were promoting the june camp
at first only ade and amelia were promoting
i didnt dare at first and shaun was trying to solve this sudoku
afterawhile then terence reached.
lol.
khai xin havent reached yt.
then,
we had a quota.
we wanna have more than 25 contacts.
if we reach that quota,
FREE TREAT TO KYV :D
haha.
then i started to go round promoting
hahaa.
at first wasnt really good but
slowly okay liao
haha
then WE DID REACH THE QUOTA! ;D
hahahah
so happy la.
then khai xn went home liao.
around 4 plus we cab down to wat ananda.
there gt aunty jackie, xin hui, aaron,yan ling, nichols,wilson,
khee teng and phimol.
so many people right?
haha
den everybody went home at around 7pm
then reahed hm ard 7 to 8 lorh.
HAHA.

TODAY:D
nothing much happened today lorh
slacked.
did some sewing XD
haha
ITS NOT AUNTY OKAY!
hahaha
then,
went downstairs
studied.
lol
then, got this girl suddenly sit beside me.
then she was like,
can we be friends?
i was like???
LOL
then she say her bro wants my no.
i didnt wanna give lor.
but duno whad to say.
so i was like.
okay lor.
lol.
but anyway,
i got a feeling i didnt give the right no.
XD

whadever.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL MOTHERS IN THE WORLD!!!! :D

RANDOM

2009-05-08T07:35:00.000-07:00

IM SRY XD
hahaha.
nowadays very busy studying, exams and reading.
LOL
studying???
wonder why?
COS ITS EXAMS T.T
so tiring la.
got so many exams...
arts also have leh ==
stupid right.
anyway,
i dun like recess la.
SO MANY PPL...
haixs.
like the whole school in the canteen likdat.
so bored...
goin watch ghost whisperer now
BYE :D

p.s. eh i nv post is partially cos i posting for the class kay!
HAHAHA==
(not like anyone is gonna read this.whatever.)

2009-05-02T03:31:00.000-07:00

LOL.
at tracy's hse.
meant to be study but ended up watching lizzie mcguire
==
also CAMWHORE!!!
lol
OKAY SOME PIC :D

2009-04-28T06:19:00.000-07:00

BOREDEDED....
anyway,
ppl u guys read my blog and dun tag ==
at least say ma.
like only when i ask den u guys say
so mafan.
lol

yesterday

2009-04-27T06:56:00.000-07:00

i forgot to post ytd.
anw,
ytd, went to orchard and help ybc.
we played games.
not alot of ppl went la
den like only alittle.
sad la,
how i wish more ppl went ==
i wanted to go on sat bt
need to work at my mum shop
haixs,
poor me
LOL

wanna see more stuffs happened at Vesak @ orchard?
go : www.ybc-2107.blogspot.com
yeap
lazy post
BYE :D

2009-04-27T06:23:00.000-07:00

BOREDED....
okay,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TRACY!!!!
ure like ONE YEAR OLDER!!!
tsktsk. old liao haha jkjk
anw, hope u like the present we gave u:D
i own u ur present too kays:] promise i wont drag to long
LOVE YA :d

next,
today is just plain boring.
went to tracy's hse with cheryl ,matin and wei xuan.
lol
emo-ed most of the time.
had some stuffs in my head dat i couldnt shake off.
den when we go to the playground we saw this boyboy SO CUTE:D
for his sake im posting photos:D
LOL

2009-04-24T08:26:00.000-07:00

sianx...
i typed so much ytd,
den my mum go switch off the wireless.
==
now i forgot whad i said ytd-.-
so, im jus gonna talk abt today then.
went to the shop..
worked.
MANY WEIRD PPL...
then went home...
this is my boring life..

ANW,
2E2'S REAL CLASS BLOG IS OUT!
hahaha.
im not against anyone but i really hope everyone will like it.
but seriously its quite dead==
ltr gonna post smth there.
haha.
everyone soo piggish -.-
haha.bored.
im gonna go de blog now.
see ya

ASS

2009-04-23T07:06:00.000-07:00

people like them have no life.
seriously,
i hardly bad mouth unless im really pissed.
also i try to stay out of the big picture if i can.
plus, im not a person who want alot from others.
but,
i seriously have no idea whad ive done to this person that he/she wants to insult me.
that person is so free larh.
lol.
if he/she have nothing better to do why spam?
go do something more meaningful larh.
seriously.
if being a human with no feelings,
please go reflect on urself okay?
cos u will need some help.
cos think abt it larh if u are the one that got insulted,
wont u feel angry and hurt?
im actually sad for that kinda ppl.
cos they are the type of ppl who dun really have true frens.
dats why they insult ppl to make themselves feel better.
right?
i really wanna thanks ppl who helped me .
:D
LOVE YOU GUYS

back to primary school!:D

2009-04-18T01:29:00.000-07:00

IT ROCKS MAN!!!
LOL
first i met up with rach to do my ez link
i waited for her for like HALF AN HOUR!
nvm,
then we walked to de place to make my ezlink i saw wei xuan...
== so awkward.
then the place nt open ma.
so we went to imm to makan.
we talked crap while eating
then aft that we went BACK to the interchange
luckily, its opened.
then i go do lor.
afterwards,
we met up with siao chi
AS USUAL we kept on shooting rachel.
HAHA.
then gt back to raffles,
then saw mr lee and a few other teachers..
we wanted to go jp aft that BUT
the stupid 852 dun wan come.
so end up we went to KAP lor.
joked and chatted.
blahblah
we took back to bukit batok and then
siao chi took mrt
i accompany rach on 173 lor.
saw the "zac efron" of tanglin
LOL
then yeas..
HAIXS...
i miss raffles larh
the principal change lerh.
i missed miss tan and some other teachers there.
i still rmb last time when we p6
we always recess dun eat den
we at the stairs look down can see the jc ppl ma
den we kept on disiao-ing them
HAHA.
missed all the times we had there.
ppl always ask how do u survive without guys in the sch?
lol
its like SO MUCH more fun without guys lor
sian.
this year de p6 look pathetic.
but i believe my softball juniors isnt likdat.
:D
i noe im definitely bias XD

DONE:]

another day of boredness

2009-04-17T07:10:00.000-07:00

HAPPY INTERNATIONAL FRIENDSHIP DAY!!!!
muahahah
i tell u arh
the whole school went BERSERK!!!!
hahaha
first we had science,
the class was okay not ALOT of complains..
then,LIT
I WAS FREAKING PISSED!!
okay first we had lessons
then miss ant gotta go,
so she passed me the key
then, being chairperson
naturally i took care of the class
BUT
the two JIANS said miss ant asked them to take care of the class.
SO,they kept on walking ard talking.
then i kept on asking ppl to sit down
until , i gt all pissed and waited till
it was recess..
haixs
THEN.
got sunday costs 5 pesos
aft that MASS DANCE!
THATS WHEN THE WHOLE SCH GOT HIGH
hahahaha
LOL
so, de contempt dancers were AWESOME :D
hahaha
THEN
me and cheryl "stalk" weisiang halfway
LOL
then we did smth ..
and yeap.
oh
still hav,
adeline came and we played....

HAHAH
thats abt it
bye ;D

2009-04-14T03:17:00.000-07:00

YOU were the one..
There were times that wind was blowing so strong,
that i was nearly blown away.
There were times that rain was falling so heavy,
that i was nearly drowned.
But, i never gave up.
its because of you,
the encouragement you gave me,
the support.
That was all i needed,
to have the perseverance to stay alive.
Because of you.

i know it sucks but i created it when i was emo-ing...
haha.
so yea.XD

2009-04-14T02:48:00.000-07:00

MUAHAHAHA!!!
bored again.
anw, today was like as usual.
maths,DF,chinese,literature,recess,basics,history and science then assembly.
nth interesting happened..
OH RIGHT.
during chinese class,
miss how changed our places.
luckily, me and kehan never change.
if not, who talk to me about ZHONG JI SAN GUO??
haixs, but sad thing is fame transferred out of our grp,
AND, Nathaniel and zhe min was transferred into our grp ==
damn sad.
cos BOTH of them is SUPER IRRITATING..

nth..nth..nth..
oh right.
ASSEMBLY,
when we walking in,
we saw like all those band equipments
then i was like
YAY! FINALLY SMTH DECENT LOL
but when we reached closer to the stage,
guess whad i saw?
A BUNCH OF UNCLES... ==
utterly disappointed...
but they played jazz music.
quite nt bad la.
when they ended eeryone clapped like mad.
nt bcos they are good.
bcos they are sooo happy dat we can finally go haom.
LOL.
oh.
it was actually quite boring la.
cos hock jin actually fell aslp sitting down -.=
haha.

think thats all for now ;D

2009-04-09T23:15:00.000-07:00

okay,
right,
first i wanna say is im actually quite sad that agassi is leaving
on sunday.
he maybe quite an ass at times
but when a someone actually been ur fren for sometime,
u would definitely feel sad de ma.
haixs,
i really wonder whad will happen to our grp without him -.=
sure die de.
anw,
since he is going back hong kong,
he will be happy.
but i think 2e1 would miss him.
haha
cos an irritating person is one that everyone would rmb XD
HAHA
jkjk.
yea.
hope he would reach there safely.
cos its like pouring now.
rain and actually dampen ones mode.
really wonder if anyone is gonna send him off..
haha.

XD
NO ZHONG JI SAN GUO!!! T.T
so right gonna watch ZHONG JI YI JIA HAHA

2009-04-09T22:56:00.000-07:00

BORED...
today is GOOD friday.
its meant to be good leh.
but its only like boring to me lorh
haixs,
as usual i woke up at 8 a.m. EARLY IN THE MORNING!.
so weird lor me. like cannot slp more than 8 hrs like that...

then, laid on bed trying to go back to slp -.-
but couldnt. den ended up playing with my fake nails and everything.
after everyone have gone out, i sneaked into my mum's room
HAHA.
on de wireless ma XD
so bored can..
haha

daddy came home aft two hrs,
lucky thing i switched off de comp liao,
lol
ate curry rice...

DATS ALL.....
now going watch zhong ji san guo.
BYE :D

PISSED OFF!!!

2009-04-09T05:54:00.000-07:00

I FREAKING PISSED OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i forgot to post that somebody said im actually fierce!!
cant believe it.
anw, whad im angry abt is this person is so retarded.
the story goes like that.
A likes B, B doesnt like A
then, A tried to talk to B many times
BUT A didnt totally manage to.
then, A got mad at B.
becos A thinks that B shld talk to him/her?
isnt it alittle dumb??
WTH.
whad i wanna say is that B is TOTALLY NOT INTERESTED IN A!!
then A is jus pure weird...

though that not whad wanna say totally but,
ya. i feel better scolding that person.
i seriously think that some ppl are so hard to understand!
and, some are just doesnt need to be bothered with.

anw, im love my brother :D
hahaha. rare leh?
haha. he let me choose which day i wanna go work on.
HAHA
so, i dun nd to get all pissed off with my mum.
;D

2009-04-08T06:13:00.000-07:00

MUAHAHAHA......
OOPS...
in my mad mode ALL OVER AGAIN.
LOL
==
talking to janjan will cause my brain to go haywire
LOL

okay...
first let me update on things that have happened.
first thing on eng lesson on mon heard that one sec three likes me.
at that time, i had another prob goin on ..
WHICH, caused almost everyone in de secondary two level to know.
then, smth else happen.
which i have NO intention of saying.

sian
THEN MY SIS GOT ANGRY AT ME.
FOR some reason ?
IDK HER LA
to noe her go here : http://www.i-aintnogoodgirl.blogspot.com/
dun blame me
im born to be lazy xp

EVENTFUL????

2009-04-07T05:57:00.000-07:00

HAHA...

i know i know
its not a gd way to start a post.
BUT,
i duno whad to say larh..
sian

THIS IS A BORING BLOG.
haixs...
hahaha. i only update when i VERY HAPPY
or VERY EMO or very bored...
LOL
okay
whad was i gonna say ?
right,
today was a weird AND retarded day.
but seriously,
FUN ;D
but lets see,
annoying classmate
PLUS
one small conflict.

anw, its solved.
AND those who irritated me TODAY
WATCH OUT :D
U ARE GONNA ...
muahahahahaha

jus joking.
im not THAT violent.
LOL
if anyone heard the story abt xiao rui and me,
PLEASE,
dun get a misconception that im VIOLENT!!
WHICH, im not.
im such a nice soul.
and ALL thanks to mr Jay spoiling my reputation -.=
so, i think thats about it.

OH. right, im pretty shock when i heard one sec3 guy likes me.
si heng told me.
lets hope is a wrong news so i wont need to worry too much xD

OKAY, think thats all.
NIGHTSSS.

2009-03-31T07:26:00.000-07:00

YOYOYOYO!!!!!!!
hardly anyone bother to read my blog so i hardly post ;D
hahaha.
seriously ma
so, ive got a feeling i need to go netball tmr la.
ass la.
all thanks to MR. ....
i cant get my form which causes me needing to go netball!!!!
WHICH, ALSO means i need to see miss .......
HOW??
--"
LOL
tired nia.

2009-03-12T07:35:00.000-07:00

emo songs :p

BUT ITS SUPER NICE ;d

2009-03-12T07:31:00.000-07:00

NICE SONG !!!

2009-03-05T04:39:00.000-08:00

OKAY PPL
MUAHAHHAHAH
im nuts..
ZHONG JI SAN GUO ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-03-03T04:19:00.000-08:00

LOL.
my mummy and daddy SUPER hilarious...

today sucked.
it suck more than usual.

me and nicole's relationship isnt going strong
she kinda like giving me cold shoulder
idk whad i did wrong
i sms-ed her she didnt even reply
so i give up
whad she want she go do.
i really duno whad to do lerh.
den nvm.
i talk to ppl today,
all dun wanna reply
WHADS WRONG??
den im like meant to do reflections.

I DUN LIKE NETBALL.
ITS SUCKISH.
hate it.
dey made me go train with the sec ones.
NVM.
den i cant do one duno whads dat.
wth

MY LIFE SUCKS IN CONCLUSION.

2009-03-02T05:30:00.000-08:00

MUAHAHA..
sry peeps didnt post on miss teo's wedding.
haha.
it was like NICE :p but aft that its fun but suckish..
IRONIC!!
nvm
but yup.
lol
erm
yea
LOL
PICTURES
this is boring...

2009-02-27T21:04:00.000-08:00

muahahahha.
so long since i posted.
bored..
im at cheryl house stoning.
too bored.
me and nicole are already done preparing and everything.
tracy doing fasion show and cheryl doing her nails .
LOL..
we are like preparing for smth thats gonna happen in like FOUR more hours !!
we wasted two hours doing like NOTHING.
-.-
nicole trying to take candids..
anw,
I CUT BANGS!!!!
DAMN
i look like some retard
but cant make my hair grow in like four hours?
T.T

DON SUCK :]

2009-02-23T04:41:00.000-08:00

OKAY PPL !
IM MEANT TO LIKE POST ABOUT HOW MUCH DON SUCKS.
(which is like ALOT!)
Lol
muahahahaha
DON SUCKS BECAUSE :-
-he is disgusting
-irritating
-like to give ppl nicknames
-very sissy
IN CONCLUSION,
SUCKISH :]

2009-02-17T08:27:00.000-08:00

BORED!
its like today sucked
i slpt for less than four hours can!
why?
cos i slpt at 2plus!
not bad
next time no school i try for the whole night.
see how long i can dont sleep
LOL
i think today im gonna die

2009-02-16T08:19:00.000-08:00

LOL....
im playing with my sis de comp
but i got irritated with de writing thingy
so i rather type
lol
yeah..
bored.
its like very boring la.
im like going to die tmr.
cos,
tmr need give miss anthoney the draft
but i havent had the time to do interview wtih miss teo.
how??
im so dead and everything.
and im gonna say again.
MY LIFE SUCKS!

IM BACK FROM MALAYSIA!!!

2009-02-15T04:52:00.000-08:00

MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
im finally back.
everybody rushed to de toilet when we reached home la.
not that we have stomache due to the food.
its cos we didnt go to the toilets there.
very scary..
LOL.
we went to malaysia to celebrate my granddad's birthday.
he sooooooo cute can.
he very quiet one la.
but whenever he drinks,
he gets high.
LOL
we traveled like 8 LONG HOURS just to celebrate his birthday la.
so nice right?
haha.
anw,
the best part is that we get to go there with veron,esther and my sis.
we only went back together once.
and, we loved it ever since.
stupid la.
my dad also go dere duno do wad la.
den must see his stupid face.
he go never go also the same la.

oh.
joyce jiejie, Joseph and jojo came back too!!
lol.
we had fun at de KTV with them.
though some things happened.
but, yeah.
its fun :]

THANKS EVERYBODY WHO CAME BACK AND MADE THIS TRIP
SOOOOO FUN AND ENJOYABLE. :pppp

HAPPY VALENTINE's day!!!

2009-02-13T19:43:00.001-08:00

2009-02-11T04:57:00.000-08:00

BORED!!!
today was okay la..
but i was so tired larh.
firstly,
today i shouldnt have bring maths textbook and workbook.
made my bad SUPER heavy la.
then, the stupid maths remedial\
must get tortured for like one hour..
nvm,
the worst thing that happened (not really) today,
is actually going netball!!!!
I JOINED NETBALL!!!
cant believe la
but yea.
thats the only sport that suits me and everything
LOL
wad ever
haixss.........

i dun like you!!!

2009-02-10T03:52:00.000-08:00

HAIXS..
why????
must i consder sooo much about everything
when i need to use my brain,
i dont.
but when i dont need to,
i use them too much .
damn
how??
i cant get my mind off it.
den nowadays i keep stressing myself so much,
that it cause my screeching when i havent finish
and i cant do it.

OH
shld i join band/ continue track?/ net ball??
STRESSED OUT!!!
if i dun tell mr. tham tmr,
i would be placed in uniform grp!!!
HOWHOWOHOWHOWHOWHOWHOW?????
IM DYING><

HELL!!!

2009-02-10T03:22:00.000-08:00

aiyo!
this song quite sweet leh.
but got de gay leh. LOL

2009-02-09T06:24:00.001-08:00

YO PEOPLE!!
IM DYING DUE TO HOMEWORK STRESS...

BORED

2009-02-06T04:36:00.000-08:00

AIYO!!!
got sooooooo many hmk larh
dont like the teachers la
damn it.
i soo tired already then they still go give so many homework.
got like science, chinese got the most, english, maths and library one.
like need finish ONE DAY!
haixs.
im gonna collapse le la.
LOL.
today cant do much cos no mood.
tomorrow no time
then got tuition in the morning on sunday
damn it.

YOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!

2009-02-06T03:05:00.000-08:00

LOL.
just now doing cheryl's hair.
her hair at first like siao one.
den under nicole and mine hands we manage to make it straight for fifteen mins
LOL.
i mean it only lasted for fifteen mins.
btw dun be mistaken.
we are professionals okay!!
its only cos her hair is really curl one lor
i will post all her pics when she send them to me.
LOL

SCHOOLDAY

2009-02-02T00:58:00.000-08:00

hehehehe
im soooooooo happy everyone is back to school!!!!!!!!!

yeap. im evil. hahahha
hmmm...
today was like?
lol
i woke up at six and with my mind all blurr and everything.
anyhow packed my bag,
rushed out of house.
when i reached sch,
the only textbook i brought was science!
haixs,
feel so retarded
LOL
my mind was asleep during lesson larh lol
nothing was going into my head la.
haixs.
dumb right?
i didnt do any of my hmk larh
pro right? i still chairman leh
LOL
nuts

haixs my teacher seriously have a problem in her head

2009-01-31T18:52:00.000-08:00

YO PEOPLE !!!
HAHAHAHA
today passed quite fast so nth much happened
haha see how boring my life is
nvm not only that im going to a tuition tomorrow .
damn.
all my mum's fault
putting me in some class which requires 230plus psle aggregate mark ppl
i dont like.
but i guess she wont understand

2009-01-30T07:43:00.000-08:00

I LOVE THIS SHOW!!!
it can make me cry larh
sad ending :[
but still love it!!!

2009-01-30T07:33:00.000-08:00

i know many people hate me.
haha
but i also believe that there are true friendship that will last.
i just cant help thinking that everyone have two faces.
they will never be their true self
sometimes others around them can feel it
though im saying this,
i think i myself haveg two face
BUT I DO NOT BACK STAB
I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS
though i know ive said it alot of times,
i really do love them.
EITHER cherish them ,
or lose them.

IM EMO?!!!
hahaha
i know im nuts but yeah ,
maybe i am
sometimes alittle too expressive
btw, its ten tiimes better than those who rather
let everythign cooped up in your heart ;]

WHOEVER NEED ME I WILL HELP IF I CAN
BUT IF I CANT I WOULD TRY:{

randomness

2009-01-30T06:47:00.000-08:00

BOO!!!
hahahhaha
lol now at my cousin house having everyone at me posting damn paiseh can?
lol
i ytd super sad can
i now NOOOOOOOOOOOOO phone T.T
lol
im super bored
i now realise that friends are very important
i hope i'm that not losing anybody anymore
im lost le. i cant believe things can happen in .
less than a few days.
i love all my friends,
but do they love me?
thats another thing for me to know.
if they do not want my friendship to last??
why even bother to be friend with me in hte first plsce?
SERIOUSLY DONT BOTHER

damn my sis trying to get me away,
bye;]